The Ordeal
The following poem emerges from my life and struggles. In particular, it comes from a time a darkness in which the "triple challenges" of mental illness, addiction and homelessness made my life a living hell. The Ordeal Wednesday, June 27, 2012 The Ordeal by Wayne Martin Mellinger None of us wants to descend into the devil's den, to experience absolute terror and unbearable misery, to sail across the River Styx and suffer horrible bodily pains, nights of endless tears and days of lost wandering. But this is an essential part of the sacred journey. This is "the Ordeal"--and there is no way to know the deepest spiritual truths if you have not come here. There is no way to prepare for this. There is no way to anticipate these hardships, for the horrors that shall befall you, and the sacrifices you shall have to make are unfathomable. Can you imagine running all night screaming like a banshee having some ghoulish demon chasing you into the dark fore...